I love helping people, that's true.

I love interacting, that's true.

I love to see people smile that's true.

I can work alone with machine , that's false

I can work alone in the lab, that's false

I love money , that's true.

Taking over granny means.. You are prepared not to earn big bucks, not even 2.5k. but just 2k, and only 5years later, then u reach 2.5k

Jin Ju is on scholarship for Tong Ji hospital, and her salary is just 2k , and walks 6days a week.

Talking over granny also means, they wont be any BONUS in future, becuase u will own the shop, and whatever u earn, is ur salary, minus away the renter etc. Ur salary can be up and down.

Am I prepared for that or working with bonus and standard salary with yearly increment?

But granny have been ard chinatown for the past 40years, she has the old customers, and which means I will have a minimum amt of pay.

Is money impt to me? ---> YES.

How impt?---〉VERY impt

Is passion and interest impt?---> Both equally important.

It sucks, and I know. I am complete lost. I Need guide, I need light, I need....I dont know..

Why cant I make up my mind fast and swift ..?

BACK TO SCHOOL!

Main thing : Collect testi from Mr Kevin . 2nd ..Find Mr Luda!

Was asking him the main diff between appraisal and testi , his went 0.o for a moment, and said.." I don't know. But if you would like me to say the diff, i would say just ...appraisal is full of positive comments."

Me : You mean testi can be negative comments?

Mr luda : of cos, why not?

Then he turned and asked ms shelia, "Hey ,what's the diff between appraisal and testi?"

After which went to find mr goh to ask him something, and I also pop the same question for diff of appraisal and testi..

This is the first time mr goh got chua tio by my question,he stared at me in shocked without blinking for a 3-4 sec and then started blinking quickly. HAHA!

His explaination was.."Appraisal is given by boss to worker, testi is written by friends/lecturer or whoever that is not blood related, but not ur boss"

Being very afraid to ask mr kevin to write appraisal for me (Since the fact that he has already rushed to write the testi for me this morning), i hesitated and even thought of putting the appraisal aside and ignore it.

Then I finally stroll to mr kevin's office, sat down and he was so excited to show me my testi, but before I could have a good look on it I pop the question...

Me : Mr Kevin, can i trouble you again for something.......

Mr kevin: Yes? What happened?

Me : Ehm...I dont know how to put into words.

Mr Kevin : What happened? (Look extremely shocked but worried)

Me : NTU just send me an email saying i need an online appraisal and testimonal, can you help me with the appraisial? And NTU said testi is for interview, while appraisal is online for them to see..

Mr Kevin : Yup, you 're right, sure! No problem! But there's a link to it right i rmb..

Me : Yes! Thanks mr kevin, i will forward you the necessary information

Mr kevin : No Problem..

Do you know it takes me a lot of courage before I dare to say...dont know why, but i felt I troubled mr kevin way too much... and the moment mr kevin said no problem, I was really overjoyed! Millions of thanks I have to him! :)

And during the printing of testi, we chatted, and seems like we are back to the 1 1/2 year back,where we played puzzle almost everyday!

The first question he popped to me was .."Hey ! How's life?"

Then we started chatting abt erica and fiona. Erica is just as cute as ever, she's pri 1 now. Previously mr kevin was pretty worried that Erica could not cope with the new environment as she is least sociable, but hey ! In fact she was coping well, and chit-chatting with her partner non stop,and leading him to the school bus!

While Fiona ( The cutest girl who have food almost everytime) is k1 now! (WOW!) and her teacher is ercia k2 teacher too! What a coincidence!

Then I said : Hey,time flies! 3years back...Gao nan and I were sitting here asking you Organic Chemistry!

Mr kevin : Yea! And MINE was the killer paper for you.....HEH HEH HEH!

Me : Exactly! Time flies too fast !

And oh ya! I missed sitting in his office and cry...during that hardest period I had in yr 1 .. and mucus flowing out! HAHAH!

A great lecturer that I wont forget , even for life. He has taught me way too much stuff, more like a friend than a lecturer at times, someone who is very patient in teaching as long as you are interested. Nothing could express my gratitude for him, but to do well in my uni . :)

HAPPY VALENTINE! :)

One of my sec school mate, crystal send me a msg last night..the contend of the msg was so sweet. Reminds me of how we struggled tgt to spend our bio lesson, even though the guys were making laugh everyday.

And how "strict" she can be at times to ask me not to play, but i often break her strictness and she will give a smile and eventually laugh tgt with me. Heh!

步步驚心之四爺若曦反串

Jus happened to saw this from my friend..

Ruoxi become 4th prince, and 4th prince have to act to become ruoxi. Really hilarious!

Fool.....

I thought BPR exam is this friday...17th .. but actually...


So i pia... and when i check my timetable.. i saw..

BPR- 21ST FEB..

Wah biang! So from 9pm, i panic till now...is... nothing laa... stress gone.. HAHAHA!

Okay, watch drama! BBYE!

惨了！我迷恋了！
哈哈哈。。

好久好久没看到笑。。。Sorry, I mean.. SIAO。。

AGAIN... (Being attracted by this 4th prince) , i went to search another video of him...He was interviewed of his story,from young to present.

His story was dessert. What was the main course was... His action and his perspective towards life.

His family faced brankrupcy , and he had to work on weekends as a life-guard saver along the waterfall . He barely only earn sufficient amount of money for his recess and allowance the week after.

BUT..If that weekend happened to be a raining day,he will have no allowance...NOT AT ALL. Free labor in short.

So, he and 1 of his friend (who work with him as a life guard saver) will buy 1bag of bread..( Those slice of bread that comes in a bag..that cost $1.70-$2 in NTUC), which then only have 10pieces of white bread,and he and his friend had to relay on that to survive for the whole week..

Being an athletic, it hard for him to survive just 1 piece of white bread per day eh.. What he did was ...to drink bottles of water and eat 1 mouth of bread tgt to make himself full.

But he felt really happy, happily eating his bread.

I am beinging to admire his opinion towards life..he can even play rubber band himself for 1/2 a day..!

Alright, time for me to be on bed, and STOP all these shows....wait till after exam. I am sure to look again,and laugh it out loud ! HAHAHA!

Yup, I will stop , no more wu qi long! HAHAH! But whatever I watched today, really make me laugh, havent been lauging for very long , really laugh it out . Wonderful entertainment show. :)

[110917] 快乐大本营 - 步步惊心剧组 (Part 2/16)

NG SIEWTENG ! This is for you, if you are too stress with your work.. Haha.. I watch at one go till 16/16. Way too funny !

BUT ! U must take your time to watch. Haha, dont be like me,so kanchiong. Enjoy !

吴奇隆刘诗诗《等你的季节》 湖南卫视跨年晚会 【2011.12.31】

4th prince and ruoxi singing the theme song.. Aww.. <3 <3 <3 Cute couple! Handsome 4th prince of cos! HAHAHA! Shit, ST gonna say i am SIAO... But they are sweet mah! Heart melt! :D

黄昏到了。。原来。。我从来。。没把你忘记。。你只不过生存在我心里默一个地方。只有我累，我厌倦了。。才会想起你。。。朋友，你好吗？

My mathias have grown up... Really.. :)



Although I am just his aunt, not his parents.. But I love him just like my little brother, but many times mum said I love him like my son. Patting him to sleep whenever I am free. And everyday without fail, cover him with blanket , and sleep beside him for at least 3min..

眼睛都快争不开了。。。眼睛红了。。可算是红肿了。

第一次。。。这可真是第一部能让我落２lires 泪的戏啊！通常。。我最多也只落泪一次就没了。但这一部。。。让我落了太多太多泪水。。


Somehow this 步步惊心　really touched my weakness...You feel as if YOU are inside the show,and is the female lead. The female happiness is almost equivalent to your happiness,so is the sadness.


原来。。爱。。只要曾经拥有过，不管它有多长或短，哪怕只有那么几个小时，那也是值得的。你爱过了吗？

Time check : 11.07pm

Have been watching bu bu jin xing since 1.30pm till now, of cos in between 2hrs for bpr.

But it's freaking long! Haha

I cried, like what st said, it really make people smile, cry. It's one of the very few shows that really make my tears flow out of control.

Am only at ep25, 15ep to go on.. haha, hopefully it's not gonna get be distracted day by day ah!

And, I actually put medical as my 1st choice for NUS..Though I know the chances of getting into it is slimer than an ant.. But ...I am just finding something to take place of my 5 choices! haha!

Goodness me, I actually cry at esp 17 where ruoxi is forced to marry crown prince.. And 4th prince was... The thoughfulness and kindness of 4th prince was really touching.

Though he seldom smile, but I always like his look. Heehee.. He's not handsome, it's the thoughfulness and caring he have, a hidden smile that makes his inner character outshine his look..

Okay , 1 word, He's HANDSOME! haha!

I actually cry at tthat part..unbelievable that I will cry for such show ! Haha.okay, Off to look for 4th prince

IT'S FRIDAY!

Having a heated arguement with mum, she doesnt even appreciate the things ...Argh, whatever, let's leave that topic aside, not worth mentioning AT ALL.

Anw, headed to different lect office to bai nian, 1st stop is Mr Goh, and Lots of suaning, we finally got a chance to play Tikum Tikum, and I won $10prize,while Len won $5 Prize.

Guess what?

Mr goh then on the spot put money into the red packet..and gave len $2, and me $4. HAHAHA! It's not abt the price inside the ang bao,it's abt his action!

Actually,I never thought of getting an ang bao from him la..Just so happen, I won the $10 tikum tikum! Heh!

And he went out as her daughter called, and nan asked if the daughter pretty than me anot..Mr goh no comment and said, BUT my daughter is TALLER than her,and saw the action of rising from short to tall. Wah lau! HAHA!

Then we all chatted with mr chua, and headed to find ms chng, but she's not in. :( Anw, I left 3 coke lollipop on her table,and AHEM was looking at me as I was putting the sweets on her table. 1 sentence, I couldnt be much bother with him.

Headed to find mr zul,and I exchange with him APPLE! HAHAHA! He was finding it real hard,and i had no choice but to return to him. HAHAH!

And off we go to find Ms tan! Okay,here comes the joke!

Mr goh was inside chatting, then he was giving some care and share students something and games to play with, being "jealous", i asked why I dont have!?

Mr goh : You now not care and share what... But wait, Who say dont have?! I gave you a man! That one that stick to you all the time?

Me : WHAT?! He is you who called!?

Ms Tan : HAHAHA! Ya ya , we all know abt that!

Almost wanted to faint..no wonder that guy keep mentioning to me about Mr Goh,and Mr chua did mention to me abt that guy when i was in charge of fri care and share. Okay,it now makes more sense...MR GOHHHH!!

Then, we had our ISLP, Watched the SECRET. Lenice and I went to hand up report,and she drop mr goh's DISC COVER! Mr goh went "WHAT!?"

And before he came to the lecture hall, I was waving to him from afar, he refused to wave back,and said..I will give you a BOO during graduation. Tsk tsk tsk,MR GOH!!

Watch the video,and all we did was laughing all way, some scene was funny. Overall, it's telling us to be POSITIVE!

And mr goh gave the gratitude rock! Best of Luck, Love, Gamble luck etc.

And I looked at him and said..

"I think your room-mate needs the pink (Love) rock"

Mr Goh : 有！我偷偷放了一粒在他的桌子。Hidden Place.

I Brust out laughing ! And that pretty sums up the last ISLP lect :(